Its true...I used to blog and keep a journal for my thoughts for a long time. However I have backed off for quite some time. Its time to start again. I need this outlet to let my creativity and musings flow.
The title of this blog has a lot to do with my latest obsession of "The Band Perry." Their song "If I Die Young" has a subtle, but meaningful message. "The sharp knife, of a short life." No one really knows how long they have on this Earth. It could be years more, or days more. This song has really taught me to realize that I do not have the time to sit and putter. I need to do something with my life before my time comes.
I need to start living life for me, and not for others. I need to be respected for who I am on the inside, not the outside. I need to find someone who will love me for me, and not the clothes I wear, or the way I look, or because I pay for EVERYTHING.
To be honest, I was in love and it was amazing, however it ended, and I have been in such a turmoil over it. I have said to everyone that I am over it and it is for the better, however...I am NOT, repeat...NOT over it. There is not a day that goes by that I think, "what if?" or "what would life be like if I were still with him?" However listening to the lyrics in that song makes me realize that I need to get over this love, and start over again. I cannot sit here and wait for someone to come to me, or for him to come back to me. It is time for me to move on...
That is pretty much all I can think of at the moment but if I think of anything else I will surely write about it here...Goodnight, good luck. Love to you all.
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